It’s been a while again since I last posted here, I almost forgot that I have a blog to keep updated. Well, the reason why I forgot to write is probably because of the many things that keeps on bothering my mind, as you can see during the past few weeks I’ve been acting a bit weird and now I have finally figured out why is this happening to me.
The reason for all of this uneasiness is the fact that I’m starving myself from my wants. I have enforced a limitation to my own luxury and maintained a humble lifestyle as if I’m a samurai or monk. But that idea of mine has made me crave even more for earthly goods.
Since the holiday is fast approaching, I am planning to end my self discipline and go all out to make up for my long suffering.